Today is not so good.  Today is one of the days I look back over the course of my short life and feel the need to tell all young people sometimes the right decisions are not always the comfortable and safe decisions.  I played it safe with all decisions, although I will not use the word regret, because I don’t regret, but wonder what could have been if I chose outside my comfort zone.

Now I cannot change where I am, or rather feel out of obligation things I cannot change.  I thought I had life experiences, but now realized that what I know, things I have seen, are only a small part of this great world we live in.  I believe that knowledge is a powerful force in life.  I am a complete bookworm, a complete nerd if you will.  But realize now, life experiences are even more of a force, it will shape you in ways and send you in directions that you never thought possible.  Live everyday and don’t wait for the big one to fall from the heavens into your lap.  It is your choice to make, to empower yourselves to create the life you choose, not for someone else to lead you.

I feel stuck and bored, maybe I need to listen to myself for fear of finding a hypocrite………………………….